Chocolate

i nid chocolate
now
im in the valley
im under the dark clouds
ive being exposed in the rain

i do understand what should i think
i do understand i should owaz in the optimistic way

but..
for the really impossible stuff
i still nid to remain the stupid thinking?
cheating myself?continue to wait?
thinking everyday
i will..i can..??
i do understand i nid..i should..
but..
wait?cheat?hope?i think i cant

WHAT?WHY?HOW?
u owaz beat me down
u owaz dissapointed me when im trusting to u
u owaz make me give up
i'm a failure
when compare to u

i must
i must ignore u
i must!!