Wednesday, May 26, 2010

忧郁

在怀疑自己是否得了前期忧郁症
忧郁症是怎样的?
像现在的我那样吗?

我不喜欢现在的我
我讨厌现在的我
我恨现在的我

她说我是疯人一个
但我很确定的说现在的我不是
现在的我不是我
现在的自己不是自己

越说越奇怪了
是忧郁症的前兆吧..
问我上一次大笑是什么时候?
我说我忘了

好久没有大笑了
或许这是好事吧
让我自己有斯文的时候
但我很想说我讨厌斯文
我讨厌安静
我讨厌自闭
我讨厌忧郁

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

^o^ hey, laugh a bit la please...I'm in the same situation as you're facing....but I try to make my life more fun like meeting more new friends even when you are taking a bus or attending an event...try to fix into the societ and population of your school...the better way is join some club or society...you must keep on...5.4 is always on your side...we are supporting you anytime anywhere...


-weiipiing-

Ichin said...

ill try..thx=)

Lynnie said...

enjoy the life like me sure very happy d^^
bt a suck i dun like is i hate the place i stay b4~lol~hate the owner!earn my many$$$~LOLHENG HER!haha~bt its ok...i wan move at sunday le^^leave the trouble place!only dinner waste me RM100+~geli hor?hehe~